Well, I've been doing self-isolation for about 3 months, only went to supermarket/minimart when I needed something to buy. I always think that I'll be alright, because I'm a freelancer who do my job (mostly) at home. But frankly, this self-isolation almost drives me crazy.
I lost my mood of doing everything and have no idea how to fix it.
Before this pandemic started, I love going outside alone, doing some of my works while sipping my coffee. But now, what I do is just eat and sleep and work (if any).
I can't think clearly, just having some negative things in my head: what if it's getting worse, what if I can't survive, what if... what if.... bla bla....
Some projects and plans were canceled, I lost almost a half of my income.
This is insane.
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But then I realized, that this is the right time for me to take some rest.
This is the right time to stop doing anything.
This is the right time to do some reflections.
This is the right time to be silent.
The moment of silence.
In this reflection moment, I started thinking about my life.
What I really want, what I have to do, what my purpose of this life, what my next goals, how to achieve it, what plan I should create, etc.
I started to build my mood, started to write what I want and how to get, started to think my next goals/target. It's not easy at all, but I try to do my best that I can do.
I know this is a hard time for us. No one knows when this pandemic will over.
BUT
Wherever you are and however you spend your time during these times, I wish you are well.
Stay safe, and take care.
I know this is a hard time for us. No one knows when this pandemic will over.
BUT
Wherever you are and however you spend your time during these times, I wish you are well.
Stay safe, and take care.
Cheers!
